sorry

My name is El nino La nina. Sukma also my name, officially. but why am i always mention el nino la nina? that was name who my father decide if i was born as a boy in this world. However, it doesn't matter. People around me still call me "sukma". Long ago I thought my self become famous. I want people know me as El nino La nina. My full name that was a secret. I was afraid if "kira" was real he wrote my name in his paper of death note. If you know that anime, may be you would have same mind with me.

But, wait. why "El nino La nina"?

I let you find out what is it

because I wouldn't talk about it. So what am I will talk about?

I'm 20 right now. 02.11 WIB. Thursday, August 28th 2018. Today is the day that I'm back to this blog after all this time. I'm the way on 5th semester as an architecture student. You know, there are so much thing that I'd like to share on this blog. Especially about architecture student. I mean base on my perspective. Tired. That was a world can describe it.

"yeah, of course all college student have to be tired!", That is the words peoples always said.

"why architecture? you are just a girl. After marry and have baby you only deserve money and stay home. For house? we don't need architect. tukang also can build! Find out something who as woman can do like teacher, nurse, and bla bla ", almost mamak mamak said.

Sorry, they are right. But don't get me wrong with my descition. For anyone who to be my new family later. Pardon me, I can be normal like any woman else. wait, unnormal I thought? One day, with special person, before marry me, I will tell that i mean. Again, that was a secret that I told to people who read this. How lucky you are!

Sorry guys, maybe you don't get any point that i wont tell. wkwk as the title. Sorry. I write base on my mind who can't sleep. so I just talk shit, and au ah. I don't know. maybe later I continue. Thanks for read this secret.